disappointment

prelim 3 is turning out to be rather disastrous.

short break now during the 1-week hol, guess i'm gonna have to study harder.

its like getting a sense of deja vu all over again, for the umpteenth time.

i remember prelim1 & 2, those were damned disappointing.

now prelim3 is turning out to be the ultimate disappointment.

lets see,

english- comprehension is as unpredictable as usual, and my comprehension
marks are fluctuating more than ever. moreover, something unexpected
springed up during the essay writing component. hope i'll be able to scrape
a A1 tho, this subject is just way too important.

emaths- what more can i say. utterly heart-wrenching and disappointing.
i'm so damned sure i could have done much better,i got the lowest mark ever,
and i did better for every single one of my mock papers. so its darn
depressing. maybe my lack of sleep caused my careless mistakes, but its
really horrible, every single mark lost due to carelessness. Well,i can
only blame myself for not completing my ss revision beforehand and sleeping
late. now lets see what the paper 2 will turn out like, i need a 83/100.

ss- well, my combined humanities have never been a subject i was proud of.
during prelim2, i completely screwed it, but this time i think i'll be able
to do well. i did put in effort, and i hope it pays off. well, i had stayed
up late the night before in order to clear up any doubts , cause all the
tips from the teachers were different, and that really flustered me. being
able to feel confident for my ss marks now came at a hefty price though.

hcl- nothing much to comment. average i guess, but the six of my classmates in
the same chinese class say that our teachers pissed at us for messing up our
compre segment. i've got nothing to say, i felt that i gave my all for
the comprehensions.


thats sums it up pretty much so far.
and the emaths marks is darn depressing.

sometimes, just simply taking a bath, before sitting on an armchair near the window, staring into nothingness and letting the breeze caress you for a few hours feels just so darn good. as the minutes tick by, it seems almost surreal, yet you'll feel as if you were completely detached from the world, all your frustrations gone, and just so darned carefree..
sometimes, i just find myself staring at ants, and i cannot cease to wonder , how's life like for an ant. it may simple, but at least they're free of worldly problems i guess, and thats one aspect of their life that i envy.

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anyway tagboard down, posting problems again.
gonna find a new one again.
and its time to study more for prelim3.

lets see if my wishes come true,i don't want a screwed up first month in jc.

YEA BABY!

prelims are coming.

yes, my fellow classmates, friends whoever.

like a horde of demented m*****f***ing zombies, we shall storm down the fort, that is the blasted secondary school hall.

Pen ink will be wasted, Papers will be crushed, marks shall be captured.

and we shall push ONWARD towards the damned A1.

Ours, it shall be.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




dam, im seriously scared of screwing up.
even contemplating about the scenario scares the hell outta me.

halp!.

stress.

other than the daily stupid and funny things that happen in the class,

we need more stress-relievers i guess.

so here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZm_s7RZlak
haha. i wonder who'll end up like that next time. notice the bag tho.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXuAfDgXVUY
cool. that woman is one hell of a scary b*tch!
imagine the poor security gaurd, hahaha.
"this is not right!" *piak!*


more links found in 8days!.but these 2 are the best. ha

again.

edwin teng has outdone himself again.

after flipping through countless stacks of worksheets in the middle of the night,

he has finally found his o level entry proof the night before his english oral exam.

it took him a frustrating hour.

and left his room in a mess.

but he's going to sleep now already.











"when a person talks about himself/herself in third-person view, you know somethings wrong with them."

vampire bat.

my ability to focus and do homework gets better as it gets later.

before anywhere near 1100, i cant ____ing focus!

i must be some weirdo-nocturnal creature .

like a vampire.

z

BAH, stupid chicken rice that !@#$ed me up.




and im burnt . badly. as in, my entire back and face is red.

as in baboon-ass red.

and i just found out all baboons have red asses.

worst thing is, it friggin hell hurts !

gives me a feeling like im the human torch.

but then again, that would be rather cool, cause ill be able to fly, and of course, shoot fireballs at assholes.




oh yea , lose o level entry proof how ?

i think suah's gonna slaughter me.

and the word slaughter reminds me of quay,

which reminds me of haircheck tmlo.

dammit, he better not fail me tmlo, i just cut!@#$%^&*

i am not going to waste another 8bucks going to the damned barber again!





i've had an epiphany.

prelim 3's in 2weeks, aka 14days time.

good luck to everyone.

and in case you dont know, the word epiphany is taken from the movie simpsons, from the well-endowed tribal madwoman who tried to cure homer by engaging in throat singing, and pointed the way to somewhere using her, ermhmm, assets.

seriously, that part formed some horribly sick mental images in my mind.

then again, how can the show be rated G. early education?


and here:

the process of finding this blasted song gave me alot of trouble. and i mean ALOT.

GYM CLASS HEROES
"Clothes Off!"

See here's the thing

We have to take off those clothes
We have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no

Excuse me miss
I couldn't help but to notice how alone you are
I dig the attitude and how you're acting like you own the bar
Got me flashing keys and I don't even own a car
Like you ain't feeling my charm, because I know you are
I'm trying to see how your lips feel
Oh I'm sorry, my name is Travee and I'm pretty much a big deal
Oh, you've never heard of me
That sounds absurd to me
The way you stole my attention was flat out burgulary
What do you say let's exit stage left so me and you can
Possibly reconvene and play some naked peekaboo
Cause after all the blouse you're wearing is kinda see through
And it's obvious I'm heading wherever you're leading me too
Such an angel with a devilish angle
And quite the certified sweet talker
And you're buying every line of it girl
And I don't really blame you
If I was in your shoes I'd probably do the same too

We have to take off those clothes
We have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no

Now here's another bar, I'm coming for the slow gunners
Put your helmets on and take a seat on the short bus
Next stop, right around the corner from your momma live
No turning back so you better buckle up
Shit, don't be concerned with mine
I feel like a Speak and Spell way I got you learning my lines
Fine, pull the string, replay that shit
I change my name to "did he really just say that shit?"
Yep
I'll take a mile if you let me
Six-five, two hundred plus and so sexy
My legs going up for keeping my phone on vibrate
To hide the fact your girlfriend keeps textin' me
And I've been tryin to never mind it man
But every time I get a new number, she finds it damn
And you thought you had it sewn up
Until right around amazing o'clock when I showed up

We have to take off those clothes
We have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no

Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks

Good grief girl, you're giving me goosebumps
Standing there in your underwear and new pumps
It's like the more time we waste and less time I get to taste you
Honestly I could easily replace you
It's not a skam girl
That's how I am girl
Peter Pan, I'm a sucka for smucka's jam girl
It's clear I'm only here for good clean fun
Shut up and kiss me like the antedotes under my tongue
Whoa

We have to take off those clothes
And we have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no
We have to take off those clothes
And we have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no

Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks









z.

off to study.
need to get some work done.
hopefully.

epl no kick no liverpool epl no kick no liverpool epl no kick no liverpool epl no kick no liverpool epl no kick no liverpool epl no kick no liverpool

real classic.
just look at that picture.
haha, you can try making wild guesses as to who those two are.
i daresay they seem to be enjoying themselves.
however, do not be mistaken, not everyone in cathigh does that.
especially ME!.
haahaha.

and someone said i was sensible, but im not really sensible,
unless i choose to be sensible, but then everyone can be sensible,
its just whether they choose to be sensible, but then im not being very sensible by writing this,
so am i really sensible, or its just that someone said i was sensible.
nevamind, im not making sense.

and i need to swim faster.
any cheating techniques, like sticking a magnet in your trunks or sth?
you can teach me.
wish me luck.
haha.


and EPL is starting,which is a good thing.
manure fans can eat sh!t,
chelsea fans can start crying,
arsenal fans can fly kite,
cause LIVERPOOL's GONNA WIN!
(that wasnt meant to be a poem, and it isnt, its just the painfully obvious truth)

how sad, ill have to miss the starting match.
enjoy the epl people!

aha.

pic gone , upon request of the ONCE boss.
there.
up there.
once, the boss of ncc.
once, everyone was under him.
once, he was number one.
once, i repeat.
once.
hhahaha
joking la.







still the boss of chs ncc part d's '07.
and will always be.

just that he has taken to impersonating my friendster account.
in case you guys havent noticed, mine's rather stagnant already.
so watch out.
haha.

EDIT
oh yea, another thing.
recently there was a small ruckus going on about the service award thing.

i dont think any unhappiness arising from this is gonna be worth it.

i didnt join ncc just because of some dumb sheet of paper, and i dont think you did so. i didnt even know this award even existed.

i just feel that the bonds forged and new friends we've made during our time as a platoon in ncc is much more important than a stupid service award thingy.

so hope that no conflicts will arise.
maybe im not so concerned about it as i dont think i ought to receive the award in the first place, but i still hope you guys will think the same way.

for those who have put in the effort for ncc and didnt get the award, you guys know how much you've contributed to the corps, and i hope you guys think that the experience was more important than the reward at the end. if you think that someone else didnt deserve the award, just know that they themselves will know it in their hearts. why bother so much?

im not taking sides in this matter anyway, and i just wanna see our part remain united as a platoon, not only now, but in the future.
like gab said, " Next time we will all look back in retrospect of all this cca nonsense and laugh."
so there.
brothers forever yo, CHSNCC(LAND) PART D's07!
:)






and cbox's up.
flashbox down.
boo flashbox!
too flashy.
and im not a poseur, so no flashbox.
hahaha.


lazy to type further.

and im ready for spam on my tag,
specifically from people like:

yongsheng, the guy who tried to chomp on my hand.
gabriel, the imposter.
quek, the salad eating boy.
and whoever else.


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this is getting lame.

well. i shall end here.

lets pray for the best and see when blogger will allow me to upload more than one picture per post.


so that i can expose all sorts of stuff.

yongsheng is finally controllable, by none other than derek wong.
all because ys got jacked in the stupid lovecalculator thingy and put in the REAL NAMES.
HAHHAHAHAHA.
dont worry eh.
just continue studying.





!@#$%^&*()

my tagboard.

everythings spoiling.

my handphone.

my tagboard.

my file.

horrible.

repair handphone.

new tagboard.

new file.