row row row your boat. eh. row to where

ah.
o's were okay i guess.
i'm satisfied.



now for the stupid problem of jae.
im so damned confused.
rj's been pretty great and fun too.
i can afford to wake up late everyday too.
and then i've met plenty of nice&fun people there too.
but there's the issue of cca.
i dont know what cca i want to go to.

then there's nj.
haven't been there yet.but i heard its fun too.
its further from my house.
but the only incentive i see there is nj canoeing.
yea, i've trained with them 5times in the previous week
and trainings are.. enriching.pushing your physical limits every training.
rowing and rowing and never stop rowing
the team's really bonded too.

then there's so many people asking |:
its not irritating, but it keeps making me think more and more and more.
some people say its kinda stupid, forsaking school for cca.
but then i've thought bout it too.
ahh, this is freakin confusing.
then again, i've already pledged my commitment to the team.
if i back out now.i dont know.even i would be angry at myself.
but then again.if i want to back out,i shld do it asap.

haha, cca was such a big thing i was looking forward to in jc.
now its screwing my mind up.
i'm being so indecisive it sucks.
i don't even have a clear idea of my freakin priorities..